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I'm gonna taking a break on drawing and others stuff due to some sad controversy between me and my family. Right now we feeling really sad and hurt and we need some support, prayers and good vibe. I'm putting hold on the commission drawing until further notice I'm really sorry it taking so long. Please we need some support, prayers and good vibe from everyone that will make us a little better. It gonna take a long time to heal and get things back on track so please prayers and good vibe for me and my family. Take care and be safe. 😢😢😢🙏🙏🙏🙏

I'm opening a special commission art of a Christmas icon. 8 USD and an extra for the background decoration of choice. Just like I did for mine character, it would be any character/OC of your choice. Your character/OC of choice will wear a Christmas hat and sweater of choice you wanted. DM me if you're interested on it.

I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like everyone hates me, my job not working for me, I can't improve my drawings because stuff I don't know because I'm slow stupid and retarded, and I can't do anything right and I really screwed up my life. Everytime I try my best, a lot of stuff pushed me back and hit me hard in my heart. I feel like no one don't want to help me anymore or be my friend. I always feel really lonely with my life and I have no one to hang out or I never hang out with someone in my life, that I feel really pathetic about myself. I feel I really hate myself that I should of done better but I didn't and get lazy at it that now it's too late. I wanted to be happy but feel like everyone won't let me. Right now I'm feeling really depressed real hard and now I feel like I wanted to cry ormaybe quit drawing and everything and end my life right now. All I really wanted to be happy and enjoy my life but now I feel like it won't happen between the stuff going on in my life. I'm scared, sad hurt, and depressed. I just want everyone to help me, make me feel happy again and not hating on me that's all I really wanted. I'm at limited now..... I just want hope and happiness please? Anyone someone? (sigh) I just stopped here I don't know if anyone gonna read it or care. If more things get worser for me again, I'm done...😔😔😔😢😢😢😢

Well, today is my birthday and I'm now 36 year old. Sigh, I'm feel like I'm not looking forward to it. I feel like I miss out, didn't do much didn't conquer my goals and still working at a crappy dead end job. For once, I just want to be happy just what to be better and do more and not miss out. I just hope someday, things gets better soon and I can feel something better gose my way so right now I'll just try to enjoy my birthday.